27 September 2011

Cry, cry, baby

I did eventually figure out just what it was that set me off (and set the tone for the rest of the day). Today before class I was scheduled to do my 2nd injection "check off" and at 6AM I was reviewing that chapter in my text book. Much of choosing an injection site for intramusculars deals with assessing how much muscle mass the injectee has. So as I was reading I kept flashing on how much muscle mass Bob has lost in all those sites over the past year. And then I was crying, and didn't really know why or what had caused it, till much later in the day. I just knew I was "sad." Still am. Everyone keeps telling me how strong I am, how I'm holding up under all this pressure. Guess what! There are days I don't hold up at all.

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