woke up this morning and cried for 2 hours. Not so much about Bob being gone, but about something that happened when I was six! I know, sounds crazy. Of course it tied in - everything ties in - with Bob being gone, because it was a lesson learned, that NOBODY has my back. Bob did. Finally I dragged myself into the shower and washed the salt off my face. Decided I'd shake off the winter blues and drive to Lexington, something I've been putting off for months. But before I finished feeding the cats and cleaning the kitchen, ice was falling from the sky. Guess Lexington is put off for another week or month or two. At least I have clean hair now.